First Job.

So tomorrow I have a part time job, part time might be a stretch, it's two days. Nothing fancy just in a retail store that needed some staff for sales and my name seemed to be picked for a reason that I have yet to fathom.

I thought I'd write a bit about the nerves and worries that have taken root in my brain and just won't shift.

First of I'm concerned about consumers asking questions that are simple (where's toilets, what time do you close etc...) but because I'm only there for two days I won't need to know this stuff. Therefore, I'll look like an idiot and have to ask another member of staff.

Next, I seem to have a habit of being clumsy and sale prep will involve me lifting, sticking and tagging.  What if I mess up. Or simply get confused. Actually this could happen throughout the day suddenly it's like a boulder has hit me with a wave of clumsiness and I'll go fall over and make a scene.

I have more but I have to get sleep so I can actually get to work tomorrow oh god I forgot and my bad time keeping...Well hopefully I'll get through the day. 

Should be a sleep

So it's 1:40 am, and I was having that moment that everyone has whereby every bad mistake or embarrassment passes through the brain. Why can't that part of my brain that stores memories just think 'hey you know what, maybe we should store some of that stuff, you know the stuff needed for exams and such'. But nope I seem to be in a perpetual state of remembrance in the most inconvient moment such as: when I'm trying to fall asleep.

 

Dustin Tebbutt - The Breach [Official video]

So, I'm kind of loving this song. Just listen it's amazing !