I DON'T KNOW !

That *points to title* is what I keep telling people. I'm studying in sixth form at the moment and I like to give vague answers to question like: what do you want to do when you're older? Or, what career do you want to pursuit ? 

I mean God if I know ! My answer is usually: I want to go into writing or something in publishing. Is that really an answer ? I don't know. I DONT KNOW ! I don't know what university I want to go to or what career I want to take or what subjects I want to study.

I think a lot of people pressure me into thinking these decisions about plan out my whole life and must be sort after and discovered as soon as possible. But as I see it, it's a journey you'll change your mind and make new decisions and take different paths and that's ok.

So if you're like me and just can't quite figure out what to do and how to do it then just remember it's fine. We don't have to know everything. I've asked many people and half the time what they've studied in uni never became part of their career just another part of life. 

A London Stroll...

Dear diary...Mocks are killing me.

Ok, ok I know it's been a while. Sorry about that I'm sure you don't want to hear about my excuses. Now that's out of the way with lets talk about the last couple of weeks in which I have had crazy mocks. When joining sixth form I thought the exams wouldn't be so hard because I would only be doing 4 subjects.Well I was wrong. Lets just say cramming was my best friend. Leaving all my revision until the week before defiantly wasn't a good idea. Now all I have to do is wait for the results, and omg am I dreading them. Knowing that they are not the real exams makes me feel a little better but these exams have made me even more nervous about the real ones. What do I do ? Revision that's what.

Well next time I'll tell you how my revision is going...